So now that all the baby weight is gone (even from my first) it is all me. I am 50 pounds heavier than I was back in college and 3-4 sizes bigger. Yikes!!! I know I shouldn't compare myself at 31 to my 21 year-old self. I came across pictures of myself at that age and I am too skinny in my opinion. However, pics of me in grad school aren't too bad. I would take that body again. In a hot minute.









Tony says he loves my body.....especially the ass I have acquired since I left college. My boobs are much nicer since then, too. Lovin' the bigger cup size..... especially the bf'ing size. Holy crap, I never thought I could get boobs like this without surgery.

So now my dilemma is how aggressive to be about weight loss. I know that in order to bf Joshua for the full year (as I did David) I am going to need to keep up the calories. With David I really didn't have a choice. By the time I was thinking about weight loss we discovered I was pg again. That forced up the calories even more and had to squash all plans to lose those 50 pounds.

Right now I am aiming for a midpoint. I am hoping to lose 30 by this Christmas when Joshua is 1. I figure this gives me 9 months.....36 weeks. At a pound a week average I should be able to reach this goal. These past three months the weight melted off. Now the hard work begins.
Start: 184 lb and Size 16 jeans