So here we go.....

This is my first attempt at blogging. I had started one for the whole family & then realized that I had things to say that were not "family" in nature. I also realized I don't want my in-laws getting their hands on this......so out goes the family version.



I am a SAHM to two little boys. They are the reason I want to get out of bed each day....no matter how tired I feel. (And goodness knows I feel MIGHTY tired these days.....) They are keeping me very busy and making me feel like what I do matters.



I am married to a great guy......Tony......although he does have his faults. The alcoholism is top of that list. He needs to shape up......or he won't be around to see his boys grow up. The thought of possibly losing him makes me ache inside; but, I am mostly angry that he won't stop the drinking despite the warning signs. For better or worse, though, he is my best friend and the only man I want to grow old with.

So, that is my intro. I am not sure what all this blogging is about.... but I do know I need a place to vent sometimes and this may just be the place.